So That I Remember

I feel like shit right now. No motivation to do anything, no drive to go out anywhere. I was applying to jobs when I realized I had made a typo on pretty much every resume I've sent out. Fuck. So stupid...it's too late to recall the resumes, so hopefully recruiters don't see. I feel like such an idiot. All I can do is that they're overwhelmed with resumes so they're scanning through quickly and don't catch it, OR, my qualifications impress them so much that they look the other way.

Aside from that, I feel tired and grouchy. I was feeling shitty this morning so I ate too much chocolate, and now I feel bad (and toothachey) because of that. The shit train just don't stop chuggin'. I don't even feel like running. Maybe I should run. I'll run later tonight.

Think I'll skip the job apps today. God, I feel so crappy right now. In a complete funk. It may actually be PMS, so it might pass in a few days, but for the time being, I wish I could just curl up in a hole somewhere and mope my way through this.

What could I do today? What do you do when you're feeling like a depressed droopy decaying branch?

I could make some music, I suppose. Yeah that's what I'll do today.

Fuck the job apps for now, completely not motivated right now because of the typo.

Aww...mmmmm...I want to crawl into bed and cry myself to sleep. So depressed for no reason. It's definitely PMS.